I am feeling a bit dark today or at least feeling it bubble to the surface. I am tired, I am angry. I know I am feeling unmotivated right now, though I am working on some online classes and such. HTML, CSS. Working my way to some more graphics stuff not too far in the future. But keeping busy isn't the fix for the larger reasons in my head and around me right now. 

I am getting older and likely watching too much "news." Our political system is a joke if the GOP line up and media circus is any indication. And it's just the pimple on top of too many years of politics gone wrong. I have always had to fight for the care I think I deserve from a system that is becoming more and more dismissive of the people it's supposed to take of and build around. It seems to be a system legislated by those with no experience and no compassion for the very people who need both. 

I am tired.